January 16th, 2019

Good Morning House… Jan 16/19

I forgot to tell you I have never done anything like this before. I have never renovated a house, never run a motel, never landscaped and never marketed a space. This is all new for me so your probably asking why do it?

I want to learn how to do these things, I want to take all I have learnt, all the things I’m interested in and make it all come to life. I want to create. I want to create something for others, a spirit of some kind, a loving space for people to love in.

I want a project for when I move there.

I feel there are going to be big changes this year in many aspects of my life. I can’t tell you what the are but they are coming.

I look forward to seeing where my business will go, you are such an amazing beacon on my the horizon of where I’m going and applying what I’m learning now excites me.

I hope my mum is here to see it. She would have such insight to all aspects of you from renovating to landscaping to the bakery to how to do the laundry and the sewing (not sure what sewing but if we are going to be green we can’t throw every little thing out.)

I have a strange feelings about my mum’s illness, not sure how to explain, but when I think of all her wisdom and how much she dislikes herself it makes me so sad, I don’t want to dislike myself. 

I want to know I stood up for what I wanted, I will work hard for what I want, my ideas and my dreams.

I don’t feel scared about working with you or your people, I feel I now have some skills and am not going through this blindly.

How deep I go in these letters I’m not sure, I’m not sure you want to know some of my thoughts. What I do know is I see your warm glow every morning / day and I can’t wait to bask in it.

Love, Me